Laura Kelly Fanucci

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finding his song

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / August 26, 2012

I finally found his song. It only took a year. When he was first born, in that bleary, dreamlike blur of the early weeks, I sang anything – show tunes, rock songs, church hymns, folk ballads. I had all the time in the world to sing, awake with him through the wee hours. His tiny new…

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cusp

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / August 8, 2012

One has two more teeth, tiny and translucent, poised to cut through his swollen pink gums. Days away from their arrival, I couldn’t be more ready for the crankiness to end and the chomping to begin. The other sports a shiny new backpack, wears it up and down the stairs to get ready for school. Weeks…

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to the woman i was three years ago tonight

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / August 2, 2012

Dear you, All 28 years of you, fresh-faced from grad school, ready to take on the world. All 35 extra pounds of you, waddling around with an aching back and a bulging belly. All 37 weeks of you, still counting down days till the due date, still full of wonder and waiting and expectation. You…

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before-kids and after-kids: two halves of a marriage

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / July 9, 2012

We’re about to tip the balance of our marriage, my husband and I. This weekend we celebrated our sixth wedding anniversary. We enjoyed an elegant dinner on china and crystal once the babies were asleep upstairs. Watched a whole movie from start to finish without interruption. Indulged in sweet rolls for breakfast and ice cream…

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rhythm, metaphor, and mama’s heartbeat

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / July 6, 2012

In the days leading up to the writing workshop, as I planned and packed (and wasted time worrying about how I would be away from the nursing baby for a week), I envisioned the chance to spend a week writing as a world apart from parenting. No requests for snacks, no cries for milk, no laundry to…

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writing workshops & birth stories

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / July 3, 2012

I got to spend the whole week writing. From where I sit now – surrounded by piles of laundry and dirty dishes, worrying about work emails and tomorrow’s to-do list, planning meals and errands and playdates – last week already seems a year ago and a world away. I’m left with lingering memories of my time…

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toddler morning

morning: mumbling towards mystery

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / June 21, 2012

He is up at dawn, hours before his older brother starts to sing. Bright sunlight slips through the slats of his window blinds, enough to rouse his tousled head from sleep. Two rooms over, I hear his protests grow louder. I give up the dream of sleep, untangle my limbs from their warm cocoon and stumble…

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a (new) room with a view

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / June 13, 2012

Today is my first day working in my new office. One of the features of our new house that delighted me was a bright, spacious room for an office on the main floor. I’ve been working from home for years, but tucked away in a corner of the basement guest room. Or squeezed onto a…

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my own prayer for frustrated catholics

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / June 7, 2012

With gratitude for Fr. James Martin’s inspiration: Dear God, Sometimes I, too, get so frustrated with your church. So much I love, so much I hold as true. But so much I struggle to understand. I look into the bright eyes of my children, so young and trusting. I wonder what questions they will ask…

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40 weeks: God’s womb & mine

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / June 6, 2012

The baby is nine and a half months old. I could say I don’t know where the time flew, but I do. Newborn blur, life with two littles, the months when he stopped sleeping, the months when we started moving. Since his arrival on this spinning planet, we’ve been whirling fast. But the nine month…

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the hands that make a home

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / May 29, 2012

Looks like it’s been a week since my fingers last tapped in this space. But in between now and then, my hands were busy. Folding clothes into piles, wrapping dishes in newspaper, stuffing car trunks full of load after load of toys and books and boxes and pictures and plants. My knuckles scrubbed a kitchen of cabinets…

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a prayer for wrangling children at church

By Laura Kelly Fanucci / May 20, 2012

God of infinite patience, Help me not to lose my mind at church today. When my toddler falls off the pew for the umpteenth time and howls at me, let me not say I told you so! but I love you. When the baby gets so fussy that no one within six pews can hear…

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