conversations with myself, 2:00 am & 8:00 am
2:00 am (after a night of naps):
My head is going to EXPLODE. How is that baby screaming again?
I cannot handle his yelling. I’m going to lose my mind.
Didn’t I JUST get up and feed him? Sigh.
I could sleep for weeks and still not get enough.
God as my witness, I am never going to have another baby.
How is his brother in the next room waking up, too? I wish they would grow out of this phase.
I can’t believe how this time drags on and on and on. These days are so dang long.
8:00 am (after a shower and a cup of tea)
My heart is going to explode! How can the baby be grinning like that?
I cannot handle his laughing. I am going to lose my mind!
Didn’t we just bring him home from the hospital? Sigh.
I could cuddle him for days and still not get enough.
God as my witness, I want to have a zillion babies.
How is his brother in the next room going to preschool soon? I wish they would stay little forever.
I can’t believe how the time flies. These years are so short.